Make The Best Out Of Things You Cant Change

at one moment..my life was so moolah-ness that i need a job so badly jst for my chinese new year shopping spree…jst a blink of eyes……chinese new year jst went off like this… this thrusday will be the 15th day of chinese new year! time flies like nobody’s business… this thursday is the day where all the singles (or maybe the attached ones too can try their luck for a better partner) will go to the river or maybe go to a longkang (since msia’s river is all contaminated…so i’ll name these "river" as longkang instead) to throw oranges where u write ur name and contact number on it to meet the other half of urs… it isnt a wishing well /river la.. it’s jst the process of ….u throw the orange…sumbody pick it up… and the fella will contact u according to the contact number u wrote on it…. oh no! i nv try this b4… but this is wht i can tell u about the 15th day of cny la.. to my surprise this traditional way of celebration actually works!! it happenned to my mom’s fren who is actually married to the man who picked up the orange she threw and contacted her…n now they r happily ever after with 4 kids!!! wadafak!

that’s sumhow my introduction of the MIA blogs of mine.. i jst realised that i only blog when i’m super bz with my assignments and thesis…procrastination…. few minutes ago, i was actually typing the ever boring thesis of mine… i jumped from chapter 1 to chapter 3.. i dont know how to do my chapter 2 which is the literature review…. im so freakin fed up of this thesis topic of mine "The Study On The Effect Of Fast Food Advertisements On Obesity Among Adolescents In Malaysia"…yawn~~~~~~~~ boring…. i chose this topic w/o much thought…and now…im so not interested in researching this freakin thing!! i love MCD!!!!!! i love Zinger Burger!!!!

ahem* okie..i should stop bytch fuss bout it..and jst continue to FORCE myself to complete this freakin thesis of mine jst to graduate by this May….aimlessly~~~~

jay-qwai moved into ma paradise (which is my room in pj) recently, mid of january…. so far so good… i dont give much trouble to her (besides den molesting her everytime i see her.. and bitch slap her butt… or irritate her by callin her lovely names…etc) well~… not much trouble i give her….. n so far…. she’s been sucha lovely room mate of mine… haha.. i still have all the privacy i have ( yea rite~ by tellin every single inside joke of mine… and telling ppl all my embarassing moments… n spreading the thing i said UNINTENTIONALLY… and some not-so-secretive secret…) well~… aint we meant for each other…making each other annoyed…frustrated…and bytch fussed….in a good way of course~ hahahaha… =.=”” but seriously, im surprise i can actl stay with her for these past weeks without much trouble… but the truth is.. for me..there’s no trouble staying with her…. as i’ve said earlier…SO FAR SO GOOD…. p/s jay-qwai… if u r reading this..pls do tell me do u feel the same too? haha.. if u dont… u may tell me aight… i wun get pissed or angry… i will even offer u the car porch outside as ur new bedroom…er…bed-space…it is sucha a cooling place for u to put a nite  out there…

the last year in uni is sumhow a nice year to go thru…. besides than those fcked up thesis and assignments……. we r the most senior in uni (we r the BIG BULLIES!..hooray!)… and reminiscence of the 1st year we step into this Little China.. wow..time flies~ 3 years…. i didnt even realise is this fast… hahaha…

i’ll blog more often these days cos i’ll b spending most of my time doin my freaking thesis….. wadafak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bad days… til today i cudnt get a job for my chinese new year shopping spree… and im super broke… cant even spend on entertainment cos the moolah in ma account is decreasing and i cudnt find a way to deposit any moolah into it… darn~ there’s only withdrawal…
plus, somebody stole my camera from my window..and i cudnt bilif tht the fella actl “hurt” my desktop like this… he turn it 180 degree my comp table and took my camera away… all the wires were tighten/straighten..cause the woofer attach to my cpu moved as well… urGH!!! heart ache seeing my desktop in sucha way…..*i aint good in ma vocab…ader limit la…* anyway, i bet u guys r smart enuf to noe wht i mean…
im ady broke enuf…n now!…another possession of mine lost? fuck… real fcked up…
no job..no moolah..no camera..no luck…jst fuck~ wht is happening la weh??? where’s all my friggin luck?? where’s all my chances?? urGH!!!!

"life is as tedious as a twice told tale

vexing the dull ear of a drownsy man"

-william shakespeare-

im so bored and i cudnt sleep now… too bored til i aint tired at all…so just got to blog here…

oh my!! it’s the end of my year 3 sem 2.. such a short short sem tht lasted only 7 weeks.. this is my 6th week if i’m not mistaken.. assignment was done quite fast..not much trouble to complete it though… thanks to these bunch of ever-group-mates..

there’s only classes on everyday fridays and thursdays…tht makes my life so super pathetic and miserable.. im so bored staying in pj when there’s no classes!!! moreover, im super free on the 1st 3 days of my weekdays! wadaheck!! who lepak on weekdays 1? i mean…not a usual thing for me…

tried to find job but luck isnt on my side this time… cudnt find a good job…with good income!…supposingly to start my thesis, but since im so freakin famous for my procrastination…den…as usual la~~~~….. didnt start any of it yet….

exams on 20th dec.. mst start studying from now..and start planning my vacations and holidays!!!!!! muahahahahhaa…. try to have another class trip…i enjoyed to the max the last time we went langkawi together!!!

mst make sure i had lotsa fun b4 next dreadful sem starts… nxt sem will be a nightmare!!! 3 subjects in 3 months time…. animation~ thinking technique n i dunno wht’s the other subject.. but i doubt it’s any better…

im worry bout my animation….cos im suck in aRT n creative thing! suck big time!

time flies like…woaHHhhh…im gonna graduate soon~~..hopefully~ if i cant hand in my thesis on time…im gonna continue with my studies… akakaka… =.=””’ anyway, i aint prepared to get out from this cosy position im in now…and have my battle with the others outside in this cruel cold cynical world~~~~~ hahahah… so drama~

nice songs to recommend…

daughtry -used to, over yo, feels like tonight

the last goodnight- pictures of you

what can i do? what can i do? i have lots to complete… my final year project and assignments… but what the heck am i doing bck in seremban n in pj?? sleeeeppp… tv…. and….. booozzee… oh gosH!!

i aint do anything that im supposed to.. procrastination fills me again~ i hate doing the stupid thesis.. i haven’t even start doing it.. journals r not found yet… and i’m super blur with what’s goin on around me… my mind only fills with entertainment… outings… frenz… chill~ dats all… physically fills with sleeps…tv…couch…

it’s gonna be end of the year~ hurray!! it’s november now.. den it’s gonna be february in jst 2-3 months time! woo hoo!!!! GONG HEI FAT CHOI!!!!  cant wait til cny… need to save up my cash for new clothes!!

graduating in half a year~ wow! time flies… still cant decide where my career leads to…. worry but helpless…  i know what i want…but i dont how~… so… i’ll jst let it be… it will come to me when it is time………hopefully~~~

so many promises i’ll have to fulfill… mostly is my own freaking promises for my family~…. hmmmpp…. i wish all my dream come true!! i wish i can keep all my promises!!!…..

can somebody pls tell me how am i suppose to write comment in ppl’s blog… i dont know y i cant do it anymore…not even in my own blog!! i wanan write comment!!!!!

jst got bck from kk n i feel i need more vacations~~ i need another 1 badly~… i wanan go sumwhere far… i want to visit my frenz all over msia… cant think of anywhere out of msia yet… cos i’m not financially stable at the mo…i’m kinda broke..

the unplanned trip to kk was a very great journey for me…

it was like a planned destiny for me to seek for my fren, yen yen there… luckily i was there when bad things happen… i was sent by sum guardian angel of hers to be with her for the past few days~ =)

i feel so great!!!! made my day by helping ppl to settle their prob… and as a reward for me…i’ve got to meet with great new found frenz… great journey~…and i want more…..

thinking which fren is studying in penang…johor…mlc….blah blah now~~~

jiwang nite…listening to slow songs by leehom… =)

this trip had made me found sumthing i wanted for long~~~~~ found but havent capture and put it in a safe yet~…… hahaha…. that’s all la.. dunno wht to type ady…. jst tot of bloggin since i cant sleep~~~

3 months have just zoomeedd off like that… and my internship has just ended…. gavyn told me he and his bro is a fan of mine reading my blog…hmm… feel really flattered though… didnt expect anyone would read my rubbish..and ever-cursing blog…. my blog will never end without a word of fuck..damn..shit…

so… in my previous blog..i really hate going thru this 3 months of internship… but the updates are mostly in my msn blog.. i actually started to enjoy my internship a month after it had started… but i nv update it here… cos i wasssss lazzzzyyy to blog ady~…i’m free but i’m super lazzzzzzyyy…

so..wht did i do for the past 3 months?? hmm..curious? no? anyway, it isnt very interesting and i aint gonna tell.. this is jst because i have jst gone thru 3 days of misery doing the fcked up report…oopz.. u see… curse again~ actl i have ntg much to do in ogilvy & mather…but……. i can crap helluva lot in my report.. it’s like writing my own freaking story in this company..

the most enjoyable moment is my breakfast moment with my colleagues…my lunch time with Clarisse… and my balek time with chiahui n aaron… dats all my internship is about… not forgetting the lepak time at the staircase…fagging~ yea~ i noe..i’ve this stupid habit…but who caresss???? i fag lesser now cos i cudnt find any1 to accompany me… i have this habit bcos of the culture to socialize… so… no fren… no fag…if u dun wish to c me fag…den dun c me at all… cos i dun c u..i dun fag….

oh yea..another interesting stuff i’ve learned during this 3 months…. i’ve learned to RUN IN FREAKING HEELS.. as in like those 2 1/2 inch kind.. muahahaa….. dats a GREAT achievement okie??? i nv noe how to walk in it…but i actl can RUN in it now… hey! c’mon…give me some applause eh…. i also learned to put on a mask when facing bosses… i’m fucking good at it.. i can smile..i can laugh…even when i’m frustrated…or angry… great eh?? another freaking great achievement…

to those who really noes me… u really noe me well… i always show whtever fcked up look i have when i dislike sum stuff… but now..i’m like "ignorance is bliss" or" fck it" kinda attitude… whtever doesnt turn out rite..i jst say…fuck it… phew~

im damn excited now bout a few hours later from now… me jay todd kenny elaine and steven are the ambassador for 8tv for their prom nite event!! we’ll be doing roadshows in mmu cyberjaya tmrw… taylor’s sunway help kdu…etc.. we will be doin the roadshows there too… hurray!!!! i have the reason to speak to the GORGEOUS ppl now.. cos it’;s prom nite! of cos only GORGEOUS ppl r selected la~~~… muahaha….

hmm…. very jiwang tonite.. always listening to those slow slow sentimental songs… enjoy it weh~~~ im getting old… not into noisy noisy ones already…………

dats all for now la… 10s for ur support to those who r reading my crapzzz…..

ciaoz~

this is my 2nd week in ogilvy.. last week was a redundant week. hopefully this week will be a progressive week… on the 1st day which is today, i was late for work. thanks to the delayed bus rapid kl T634! stupid 1… but it doesnt matter actl cos i still have nothing to do once i reach here…

waiting for lunch time with huiling and seokching now.. they r back to their office this week.. =)

left 11 weeks… 55 days…

today is the 3rd miserable day in the office doing….mostly….nothing!!!!!!!!!!!!
i jst sat at my temporary desk… online.. blogging.. listening to my mp3.. hahaha… jst like the routine living in my own paradise… clarise is my "ah tow"… bengchoo is the project manager…shez my "ah tow"s "ah tow"..lolx.. understand? no? nvm~ hanging the ogilvy tag around my neck made me proud….but once masuk the office got nothing to do… i feel like jumping from the 11th floor *o&m is at the 11th floor*…

my ah tows did brief me on their job la.. in traffic department.. so… somehow got to know more ppl ler.. bcos every1 gotta go thru this dept b4 they can go on with their plan… sigh…sienzZZzz!!!!!!!

ntg to tok now…. boring working life… counting down…. 3 miserable months…12 weeks… 60 days….. 57 days to go……  ciaozzz….snoozee

spending time in hometown passes realllyyyy fAST!.. at least it was so much better den rot in pj… came home for 2 weeks and now i dont want to go bck to pj ady~!! i’m gonna miss home weh… nvm nvm.. gonna come bck every weekend to test drive the "unwanted" car! muahahaha…. den i can drive bck my wira to pj…. muahahhahahha… sigh~ dont too happy 1st… i’m a lousy driver.. afraid dad’s not gonna permit that… shyt weh!!!!!

anyway, goodbye sbn for a week~~~ gooodbyeee mom’s cookinggg…. goodbyeeee my homie homie warmth~ sighhhh~~

work starts tmrw… i aint scared or excited… i’m darn lazy at the mo… dont feel like working at all.. jst wanna stay home and…..enjoYyyy~~~~ i dont wanna work!! i dont feel like working!!! got to wake up early la… cant skip it la… no allowance la!!.. my frenz not there la.. damn… hope for the best hope for the best…